Hardships
“We felt different… Only after surrender are we able to overcome the alienation of
addiction.”
Basic Text, p.22
“But you don’t understand!” we spluttered, trying to cover up. “I’m different! I’ve
really got it rough!” We used these lines over and over in our active addiction, either
trying to escape the consequences of our actions or avoid following the rules that
applied to everyone else. We may have cried them at our first meeting. Perhaps
we’ve even caught ourselves whining them recently.
So many of us feel different or unique. As addicts, we can use almost anything to
alienate ourselves. But there’s no excuse for missing out on recovery, nothing that
can make us ineligible for the program-not a life-threatening illness, not poverty, not
anything. There are thousands of addicts who have found recovery despite the real
hardships they’ve faced. Through working the program, their spiritual awareness has
grown, in spite of-or perhaps in response to-those hardships.
Our individual circumstances and differences are irrelevant when it comes to
recovery. By letting go of our uniqueness and surrendering to this simple way of life,
we’re bound to find that we feel a part of something. And feeling a part of something
gives us the strength to walk through life, hardships and all.
Just for today: I will let go of my uniqueness and embrace the principles of recovery
I have in common with so many others. My hardships do not exclude me from
recovery; rather, they draw me into it.